Being alive is not enough

Stop. Sit still. Watch. Listen. Be aware of your surroundings. Take note.

Where is your mind in every situation? Are you present or, like me, thinking of the possibilities?

The last year or two has not been the same. I would write, but not post. My travels and adventures have taken me to many places that I want to share…but I have not. I am the only one to blame for not focusing on what matters most - who I am and where I am going.

Can you believe I am still trying to pick up the pieces from when I left Australia? My mind must have surely been frazzled to the maxx! It's been 3 years now, but I am still on the road to recovery. I am still so very grateful that I am where I am today…so happy to be alive and well.

However, being alive is not enough anymore. I want to live. I need to breathe! I long to feel again.

I've had the opportunity to reflect in the last few months. And I've honestly avoided this in the last 2 years and focused more on making memories disappear or go dormant until I'm ready to write them out (book date TBD).

A key theme since the commencement of 2015? The past is over. It cannot move with you unless you bring it. There are enough troubles for today…and tomorrow!

I just feel like I'm in a different place - which is most definitely a good thing. I just need to figure out where to go from here. My heart is in a difficult place.

At least I know, I'm physically in Las Vegas.

More to come...and memories to share.

Matthew 6:34 (NKJV) - "Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own."