Fantasy vs. Reality Part I

I continuously question myself, wondering -- Is it worth it? Then I think about how much better it could be if I was in New York or Boston. Don't get me wrong, it was all fun and worth it in that sense...but that's not including the opportunity costs. I want to and need to break free - from my parents financially and this beautiful world I've created for myself. I love my fantasy, but I want a taste of reality.